Expressionz....

Let me start with the significance of the title of my blog..few days back I had been to Bhubaneswar ..I was really very happy as it was my second visit to my home town within a month ..well the occasion was very special that's why i got the leave in the midst of the scary recession days..i was not quite sure whether my job would be there when i come back ...but thank god nothing of that sort happened..and i am doing quite OK now..it was my sister's marriage..my complete family was at our house..around 30/40 members ....our home was filled with guests...and the atmosphere was charged but nostalgic ...i was meeting some of them after years...and some of my cousins have got kids now ... the last time i met with them was when i was a kid ...i don't know sometimes it just so happens to me that i completely forget everything ,all my friends , myself n i just go to another world ...and when i come back things would have changed drastically ...well i m not alone in this field ..its just that i m a bit lazy unlike others to keep contact with old friends..
ok ok let me come to point..so it was sister's marriage day ....i dropped her at the beauty parlour for the make up stuff ..my grandfather was also with me..after leaving her there my grandfather asked me if we could go to his office as he had some work there....he's actually the head of a dumb and deaf organization..so we reached there ..its a small place just behind the Bhubaneswar airport..an old building with an administrative block and a small school and a hostel...i was waiting outside in the car...then i saw a window half open..it was actually a hostel...and when i tried to observe a bit carefully i could see 2 little hands moving rapidly..actually there was a little angel ,a very cute girl talking to another girl..then i tried to observe more ...and i could see the little girls face glowing....then i saw her expressions ...then i realized that she could not be a dumb girl probably ...because how can someone be dumb when her eyes speak so much ...there was smile ..laughter ...her rapid movement of her eyes ...her joy ....probably she never realized that she was dumb...then i tried to see my own picture ..i have got a big mouth ..2 strong hands ...2 big eyes ...and an OK kinda face ..but ya i am for sure more dumber...more worrisome ..a more complaining ...a dukhi atma as compared to that lil girl ...i had probably never utilized my mouth ..my speech ..for eulogizing somebody ...it was only used to pull somebody's leg ...or talk against somebody and so on, all the bad things that could have been done with it ...that day that little girl taught me a lot of things ...and probably i am still trying to learn a lot from her ...and hope u guys will too....n that day i decided that this dumb guy has to speak...