A long wait.....

Oh my God...it has been a year now since my last post ....it seems like it was yesterday only ....life moves so fast !! so what was i doing all these days ....hmm I was busy with a lot of things ...i did a lot of things in 2k9 ....it was a great year for me ....but not as great as i thought it would be ...although i ended up as a failure but still i enjoyed doing things ...and have learned a lot of things that would make my next failure a little bit harder to come....
well last year around the new year days i was like psycho ...my friends had already started to notice it ...ya i agree ...i was kind of ....but it has nothing to do with me ..and its because there were some people who betrayed me ..my faith in them ..who gave me so much pain i could not bear ...the people whom i loved the most respected the most ...and eventually i would have ended up as a psycho had not i taken the charge of my life ...so it was a triumph of me over myself ...and that's why 2k9 is a great year for me ....
From the beginning of the year i had 5 things in my mind...ya guys these are my 5 resolutions that i talked about .... 1-it has been in my mind since my childhood ...guitar ...my father had bought me a guitar since i was 5 ...but i never could learn it ....never got any chance ....so it was time to stop thinking and start acting....so i joined a guitar class...and for continuous 3 months i practiced guitar for 1 hr daily without any fail...ya i didn't become a Jimmy Page but i learned the basics and my thirst is quenched now...
2-Badminton .I was never a great player ..but i always thought that if i could be given a chance ,a platform i could be one of the finest players ...and finally i got a platform ...satish n ganju's apartment ...i found an indoor ...and i could not stop myself from going there ...during that time i was waiting for Saturdays and Sundays ...and i would wake up in the morning (i mean around 10am ) and would wear my badi shoes and get ready for some great games....Sanjay was also there with me ..and we would go to the indoor and play unlimited games ...oh it was great time ...but only lasted till the apartment guys introduced id card system ...we had to stop ..but by that time i had played enough and thought to take retirement from the game....
3-Gymming -I had never been so active ..i had always been a lazy guy..but 2k9 was different ...i went to gym for 3 -4 month regularly without a brake ...and it was a great experience ...
4-All the above things came to a halt when my preparation for CAT began ..honestly speaking i had never studied so hard in my life ....but in the end i failed drastically ..so CAT and MBA is not for me i found out....
5-I thought that I would change my company ...would go to a better one ...but failed here too ..though i did not try much ...but still i could have done better had i taken this resolution a bit seriously ...


So this is what i did in the last 1 year ..nobody knows it ....as i was staying alone ...no contacts no friends..no calls no visits nothing ...i was all alone ...it was a great experience ...staying with urself only urself ...had not been to home too for a year now...but everything is in control ...so finally my wait is going to be over ...

So what's next ...don't know ...i have resigned to join my friends for a startup ..ya its guidingshadow.com ....do register here ....so no more jobs..no more experiments..no more studies ....my real life starts from 12th march ..last day of my 1st and probably last job...